竞博体育

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竞博体育wuzisuiranxiao,danwomenjiasuoyoudehuodongdouzaizheili,wulunshizhaowomenwande,zhaomuqinliaotiande,haishiqinqi、fuqindetongshi,douzuozaizheigewuzili,henduoshihouwomendoushitingzhong,tamenshuohuafenjizu,gaoyishengdiyishengdihuxiangdarao,henrenao。

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竞博体育womendeyuanzishinanbeizhangde,chulebeibianyongshuinipuleyikuailiangshaiguwudeyuetaihequxiwu、damendexiaoluyongzhuanpule,qitadoushichiluodetudi,yeyezhenglidepingzhengcishi,zouzaishangmianmeiyoushengyin,huoxuzheijiushineigeshihouanjingdeyuanyinba。zhenggeyuanzidoushituseheqinghuisede,yangguangzhaozaizheiliyecongbuciyan,fangfoshijieshineimerouhe。

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竞博体育damenzaiximiandezhongjiankaizhe,neigeshihoufuqinjiushuodamenshanyouyibaiduonianle,neishiyiqiandedamen。woningwangzhehouhoudechousidemumen,xiyangdehongguangluozailetashangmian,tashenmibuyu。

meitianzaochendiyigerenqilaidediyijianshijiushidakailiangshandamen,zhidaowanshangzuihouyigerenlinshuiqiancaichashangdamen,zheishiwomenjiaduonianbubiandexiguan。

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竞博体育woduiyeyedejiyi,shiyuneigeyuanluozhangzaiyiqide,tashineigeyuanluodelinghun。zhengyinweiyouyeye,cairangneilidezhuanwarucihanhou,rangneilideyangguangwubicixiang。

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竞博体育woyoujiyishi,yeyejiuqishisuile,buzaishidilidezhuli,danzaijiazhongtayexianbuzhu,zhiyoumuqinqudilihuoquganji,tacaihuigexiashoulidehuo,jiwomenzuoban。

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buhuahuadeshihou,womenjiurangyeyenianzuier,yejiushiminjianliuchuanzhedeyougushixingdegeyao。nianlehenduobianle,haiyaoyeyenian,womendoubeiguole,haiyaoyeyenian。

 

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yeyezainianyige!

 

shuohuhua,huhuahu,qiaomaidilipangliangchu。yipangpanglizaoshushang,luolirenzi(sangshen)heidahu……

 

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竞博体育woshiersuineinianlichunjiejinyoushitiandeshihou,yeyequshile。neishitanaoyixueyigeyuehou,renmendouyiweiyeyedebingqingwendingle。neitiantianqihenhao,dongrideyangguangwennuanjile,yeyebeifuqinbeidaowaijianwudequanyishang,zhengduizhemenkoushaitaiyang。dongtianwomenhenshaochuwu,danzheitianwomenjingranchuqushaitaiyangle,muqinbawomentuidaoyeyedegenqian,wohejiejiehanleyishengyeye。yeyezhenglezhengbanshuibanxingdeyan,yonghanhubuqingdeshengyinshuo:xinxian。yeyeshizaishuowodemaozi。yanqiandezheigeyeyerangwoganjuedaolejuli,tamianrutuse,meiyoujingshen,meiyoulewoshuxidecixiangmianrong、heaiweixiao。wojingranbuzhidaogaigenyeyeshuoxieshenme。

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竞博体育xiawusandian,womenjiedisangezaikandianshi,turantingdaoyeyewulixiangqilekepadekusheng,neizhongshengyinwozhitingdaoguoyici,neishinainaiqushideshihou。

竞博体育wozhidaoyeyezoule。zaijiejiehedidihaimeiyoufanyingguolaideshihou,wobianshishengtongku。wofanfushuo:zenmezhea?zenmezhea?zheishiwocongxiaodaodazuiwuzhudeshihouchangshuodekoutoushan。neishiwodiyicitihuidaoshiquqinrendebeitong,yeshiwodiyiciganshoudaomingmingzhizhongneigukepadeliliang。neiliangtiankandaobangmangdexiangqinmenshuoxiaodourangwotonghen,woyeyesile,nimenhaixiao!

xianzaixianglai,woduiyeyebingbulejie,wozhishitamanzhangsuiyuejieweichu,yigetatengaidehaizi。wobuzhidaoyeyeweishenmeduixiaodongwucongwuceyinzhixin,haizhuanmenzhizuolegongjuzhuahuangshulang,zhuazhuyihoufangzaibukoudailishuaisi,ranhoubopi。fangfolaoshu、goudoushitadechouren。wobuzhidaoyeyenianqingshizaitafumudebipoxia,jingguoyigezenyangdexinliguocheng,duocidanainai。wobuzhidaoyeyezenyangrangtadexiguanheweiyan,chengweihaizimenbukeqinfandelingyu。wosuoshuxidezhishiyigelaorenjingguodabanbeizihou,shengxiadecixiangheshiran。

yeyeliuzaileneigeyuanzi,ershiyinianle,tayoushikeyuwotongxing,zaibutongdejieduanjiyuzhewobutongdetixingheyindao,xiangyibafutouxiuzhengzhewoderenshengdaolu。woyixiguanle,zaiyudaobumingbaideshishi,zaixinlijiyeyeshuoshuo,jiuzhidaoshishenmeshile,jiuzhidaogaizenmezuole。

 

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zaineigeyuanluoli,wojizhulechunxiaqiudongzuichudemoyang,ersijijiwoyinxiangzuishendeshixiatianhedongtian。

竞博体育jidexiatianwomenhenshaozaiwuli。shangwuwohejiejiejiuzaiyuanzidongbianshizishuxiaxiezuoye。muqinbawomendabandexianghuayiyang,woshuzhelianggejinshidebianzi,bianzishangxizhefensehuohuangsedechou。dishangdeyingzicongxibianmanmantuiguolai,kuaishaidaowomendeshihou,muqinjiuxianghoutuiyituiwomen,womenjiushibuyuanjinwu。

竞博体育erwuhoujiubixudaizaiwuli,waimiandezhilejiaoderenyoulejuanyi,fumuzongyaowomenqushuiyihui,youshihoujiejiehediditoujiangle,danwoquejianchibuqushui,yigerenhuahua。hanzhuyikejieyikeliuxialai,danbujuedere,gengbuzhidaoshenmejiaopibei。zhidengzhebangwanlailin,neiyouyisideshijiuduole。bangwandeshihouhaizimenjiuhuilai,womenkeyizaiyuanziliwanyidahuier。muqinyekenengtuiwomenqudangjiehuocunwai,neiliangshuangdefengzhijinzaiwoxintouchuifu。chiguowanfanhou,yeshihaowandeshiguang,womenyijiarenweizuozaiyuanzhongchengliang,youshihouhaiyoulinjujiadehaizimen,youshihouwomenhaihuifangyizhangchuang,tangzhehuozuozhe,jiangguigushi,kanxingxing。zheishihaizimenkaixin,darenyehaoxiangqingsongduole。muqinyongyingshuan,yejiushiyigengunshangbangyikuaibu,xiangdaojiadefuchen,weiwomenquganwenchong。zhidaodidishuizhele,zhidaoyouyixiechaoshile,womencaisanqu。zheiyangxiatiandeyewan,zaiyoulekongdiaozhihou,bianhennanzaiyoule。

竞博体育erdongtian,womendelingdijiujuxianzailewuli,yinweiwohejiejietianlengdeshihou,yaokesouhaozhangshijian,womenyidonghechuchundouzaiwuliduguo。youshihousuoxingjiubuxiachuangle,zaochenchuanhaoshangyi,zuoqilai,yibianfanggezhentou,babeizifengyashi,lianggezhentouzhijianhaikeyifangyikuaimuban,dangzhuozi,kanshu、xiezuoye。huoxushiyinweiyoumuqinwusuobuzaideai,huoxushiyinweiyoujiejieshikedepeiban,genghuoxushiyinweidangshineixindechunjinghefengying,neiyangdesuiyuexingfukuailejile。wotongguochuangkoukandaodexuehuahelinjufangdingshangsaoxuederen,rangwojizhuledongtiandewennuan。wotongguochuangkoukandaodeyanhuohepiaodongdefengzheng,chengweiwoxinzhongnianweizuinongdechunjie。neiduansuiyueyegaosuwo,waijiejiyudebushizhenzhengdexingfu,zhenzhengdexingfuhewaijiewuguan。

neishihoushenghuojiandanjile,wanchenglezijijizijiliudezuoyejiuwanshidajile。neishihoushijieliaokuojile,wozongwenjiejieyixiewubiandewenti。neishihoubuxuyaoyiyi,shijianquebirenheshihoudouchongshi。

 

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竞博体育neishijialilairenhenduo,bofubomu、laogushaogulaidebijiaopinfan,linjiadefunvyechangnazhexiedi、dazhemaoyilaizhaomuqinliaotian,neishihoushiguanghuanman,renmenbingbuzhejiquzuoshenmeyouyongdeshi,suoyitamenyiliaojiushiyishang。zaijiushilaizhaowomendehaizi。nenggenwomenwandehaode,doushibijiaoanwendehaizi,zuobuzhudehennanchengweiwomendepengyou。

pengyoulaile,womenhuiyiqikanshu,dapuke,xiaqi。huoxuzhengshiyinweiyoulexinggeanwendezheigetiaojian,tamendaduoshuxuexidouhenhao,suoyihoulaiyedoukaoyuanle。wonengganjuedao,anzhaozirandefazhan,zaiwomenyoulebutongdeshijiezhihou,womendeyouyijiugaijieshule,dantamenkeyiweichilexialai,zhidaoxianzaiwomenhailianjiezhe,fangfoyoulexindeguanxixingshi。zheiyuanzitamendeshanlianghewumingdezeren,woweiyouzheiyangdepengyouergandong。danmeimeixiangdaowodepengyouy,woneixinzonghuiyouyinyindetengtong。

竞博体育hebiedehaiziwan,duoshaohuiyouyixiebishi,heyquebuhui。yshigeshaguniang,dantahebiederuozhibuyiyang,tazhishiyouxieyudun,yudundicongyinianjidudaoliunianji,youcongyinianjidudaosinianji。tazhishiyouxieruanruo,ruanruodaohaizimenwangtashenshangrengkela,tacongbuhaishou。tazhishiguoyushanliang,taxiangxiangbuchubierenyouhuaixinyan,taconglaibudongdefangren。

zicongygenzhetangjielaiwojiawan,yihouwohejiejiejiuchengleyweiyidepengyou,yshuo:nimenbuqifuwo,shuodeshihouyanquanhongle。

ybiwodaliusui,ketafanshitingwode。neishicunliyoucaitiekeyimai,zhenshibawomenmihuaile,wochuqianchayqumai,duoshudoushimingxingzhao。maihuilaishiyidazhang,deyongjiandaoanmingxingdelunkuojianxialai,yyongdajiandao,woyongxiaojiandao,ranhoutiemanlewodeqianbihe、jiabanshenzhikebenshang。haiyaofenjiyyixie。huozherangybangwohejiejiezhenglishubao,youyongdebiheshebudeyongdehaokandeyuanzhubi,lianxiben、keben,haiyougezhonghaowandezhezhi、danhuangqiu、tangguo,doudaochulai,zaiyigegezhenglihuiqu,qilewuqiong。

youshihouwomenliaotian,yhenxihuantanluntademengxiang,tazhizhewoshushangdeyigegaolouchatuwen:zheishina?jiejieshuo:zheishishenzhen。yyongshoumozhezhengjingdishuo:woyihougenzheyifuxuecaijian,youlebenshijiuquneili。womenyiqichongjingzheweilai。

haiyoudeshihou,womenxiezuoye,yjiuzaiwomenduimianzuozhe。anjingdeyanjingwangzhewomen,lianshangzongguazhemiantiandeweixiao。wuzisuiranxiao,kewomenzuozainei,kongjianshineiyangdeheshi。meiyouhuiyin,shuohuaqingxi、anjing。mianmenlianshangfanghenshaoguangxianjinlai。zheiyangdedongtian,chengweiwojiyizhongshichangchuxiandehuamian。

yjiashicunlizuiqiongde,zhijinruci。wowenta,nichiguoxiangjiaoma?mei。mianbaoni?mei。woweicigandaonanguo。jiuchenmuqinbuzaiwudeshihou,gaosuyhaochidefangzainali,rangtachi。qishimuqinhewomenyiyang,yejingchangjitayixiechaohuasheng、zongzi(tajiameirenbao)、wazishenmede。

竞博体育yzaishi,ruguobiedehaizilaizhaowomen,yjiuzoule,ruguobuzou,tamenyebuhetawan。wozhidaotamenxianqiy,danmeiyouxiangdaodeshi,suizhenianlingdezengzhang,woyekaishixianqita。dangwokandaobierenkanydebiaoqing,kandaoyzaibierenmianqiandexiuse,dourangwogandaohenbieniu。woyuelaiyuebuzhidaoheyyoushenmehaowandele。

wokaishiduobiy,tamanmandilaishaole,womenbanjinxinfangzihoujiujihubulaile。

danwoyibianduobiyyibianwenziji,woyexiangbierenyiyangqiaobuqitalema?zheirangwogandaozijimosheng。suizheshijiandeliushi,woyuelaiyueganjuedao,zijichengzhangguochengzhongpengzhangdezizunxinyidingshanghaidaoley。tashuoguowomenshitaweiyidepengyou,erwomenyepaoqileta。tahuibuhuihenwo?

zhidaoduonianhoudeyitian,ylaile。tahaishineimeshouruo,haishineimiantiandexiaorong,zhishiyanzhongshibushiluchuyiqiancongweiyouguodejiaojihewuzhu。tajiehunle,shengleyigenanhai,daochamendezhangfuyexinyanbuduo,suoyijialiyiranpinqiong。ylaijieyibaikuaiqian,jitaniangmaiyao,qianshushiwolisuonengjide,wobianhaobuyouyudinajileta。woweiydemingyunnanguo,danyeweitazaikunnandeshihouxiangdaowoergandaogaoxing,yyiranbawodangpengyou。woturanmingbai,yshibuhuihensheide。

竞博体育woxiwangydeshenghuoyousuoqise,wulunjingsha,shanliangderuozheyinggaidedaoxingfu。

heydeyouyiyongyuanliuzailewoneilaofangzili,chengweiwotongnianmobuqude、zuichunjingdejiyi。

 

wu

竞博体育zheigeyuanluozhongdejiyi,bujinyouwuyouwulvdeshiguang,yeyoukunanzhengzhaderizi。suiranxiaoshihouwoshengbingshichangshi,danwobingbuzhidaowozhengzaijinglishenme,henduotanzaiqiguanlixiangzhe,zhiyaonenghuxi,wohaizainianerge。zhidaowoshiersuineiniandeyichangbing,caishiwozhenzhengyiyishangdejienan。fangfowodelinghungaizhengkaiyanle,wodeshengmingyedaoleshangludeshihou,yiyichangbingdefangshihuanxingwoxindelvcheng。

竞博体育neishichuxia,duoshaotianyinyulianmian。wositiangaoshaohou,kaishihuxikunnan,chuxianleshengmingweixian。danmuqinzhenzhuohou,juedingbuquyiyuan,taduierboshuo:ge,nijiukanzhexiayaoba(erboshicunlideyisheng)。youshihouyigeshiqidexiangfashilingyigeshiqiwufalijiede,wobuzhidaomuqinweishenmejuedingbuquyiyuan,huoxutajuedeerbobiyiyuandeyishenggengkekao。

竞博体育wodeduzishijingqifuzhe,meihuxiyiciwodoujuedezaiyemeiyouliqile。muqinbutingdiku,rangwojiaoji;fuqintoutoudiku,rangwokongju;laikanwangwodeqinqidoukuhongleyan,bingqiaoqiaoshuoxieshenme,rangwozhidaowokuaisile。

竞博体育keshiwodemuqinshisihaobukenfangqide。shiduotiantayizhishouzhewo,baitianzuozhe,wanshangyetangbuxia。wobunengshui,muqinzheishiduotianyesihumeiyoushuiguo。muqinwozhewodeshou,batadeliliangchuanjiwo,tadeyanjingyikeyebukenlikaiwo,haoxiangyizhayanwojiuhuixiaoshi。takuzheduishangdishuo:rangsuoyoudezainandoujianglindaowoshenshangba,rangwodehaizihaoqilaiba。tingzhemuqindeshenyin,tingzhesishendejiaobu,wodexinzhongyouleqiangliedeqiushengyuwang:bierangwolikaimuqin,woyaohuozhe,woyaohuozhe!zheishiduotianjiuxiangshigeyueyiyangmanzhang,womenyifenzhongyifenzhongdijianchi。zhongyu,muqinbawocongsishendeshouzhongduolehuilai!wohaoqilaile,shangdiyoubayigexuruodehaizihaijileta。muqinshoule,yelaolexuduo。ketalianshangluchulefazineixindexiaorong,yinweitayoukeyiweiwoshouleile。

竞博体育dangwozhongxinzuoleqilai,wotuobuzhuwodetou,fuqinjiuzaiwodexiabaxiadianlehaojiben《ciyushouce》tuozhewodetou。wodegeboshoudexiangzhuganyiyang。wodeshentizhuangkuangxiangxiamaileyigetaijie,danwodejingshenquezhanggaole。

竞博体育dangwozaiyicilaidaolewaijianwu,womenquanjianeitianshineimexiyue。wokanjian,neifangzhuo、gaodijuyijiwodeshubao,shineimedeshuxihemosheng,neiqiangshangdeyangguangyouwuxianshengji,neimenshangdefuzibianjiule,yuanzhongdehuaishugengmaoshengle。

shiwo,rangzheigeyuanluoyoucangsangleyixie。

竞博体育zheichangbingfangforangwolikailewodeshenghuo,zoulehaoyuanyouhuilaile。wokaishiwubizhenxiyanqiandeyiqie,wonengchangkuaidihuxi,nengkandaoyangguanghetiankong,nengchangdaorenjiandeweidao,nengyuqinrenshuohua,zheiduomexingfu!

yecongneigeshihouqi,woneixinshenchudebeishang、meihao、sisuokaishimengdongle。

yigeziranshengzhangdeshengming,zhenzhengyiyishangtashangleshuyutadeshengmingzhilu。

 

liu

竞博体育wozhidao,woyongyuanyewufashuochulaofangzidefenghou,wufashuochutajiyuwode,wufashuochuwomengongtongdejiyi。youyixiebuhuishuo,youyixiebuxiangshuo,haiyouyixieyuwotongzaiwoqueshuobuchulai。jiuxiangzhujiuwolinghundewushupingfanderizi,jiuxiangmuqindexueyezaiwotineiwushengdiliutang。

duoshaonianguoqule,wofangfoyijingguolejigelunhui,kanzhelaozhaopianzhongneiqinghuibiaozhuandeyuanluo,yijineiyuanluozhongdewomen,huangrugeshi。

danneiyuanluozaiyaoyuan,yeyuwolianzhe。wozaineilichusheng,zaineilihuanmanbingbutingxiedishengzhang,zhangchulewoneixinzuirouruanhezuijianqiangdebufen。zaineiliworenshileyanhuorenjian,neiyanhuorangwojizhulekuailedeziwei,bingyangyulewodemengxiang。zaineiliwodiyicijinglishengsi,bingdongdelezhenxi,zaineiliwokaishilexieshi。zaineiliwohuodeleweirenchushidebiaochi、fangxiangdebianbieli、shenghuonangaidexiguan。

neilideyangguangyiranwennuanzhewoxianzaidedongtian,neilideanjingyiranjinghuazhewoxianzaidechaonao,neilideququyiranhuizaimeiyigeqiutianjiaoqi,neiliyewanzuoxiademengwoyirandaizaishenshang。

ruguobayigecunzhuangdangchengguxiang,neimehaikeyihuiqukankan,rangneixiebianhebubiande,anweisiniandexin,erwodeguxiangshineigeyuanluo,neigeyuanluoyiwuchukexun,woyongyuanhuibuqule。zaitadeweizhishang,qianbanbufenshiwomenxingaidefangzi,houbanbufenyishibierenjiadeyuanzile。neiqinghuidezhuanyixiesongrenle,yixiezaiguodaodejiaoluoyibeifengchuilehenduonian。neiyuanzizhongchuruderen,henduoyiqushi,haiyouyixieyebianchenglelingwaideren。neiyuanzizhongdeshuohuashenghesuoyoudongjinggengshibuzhiquxiang。woshenzhixiang,anzhaotuisuandeweizhi,zaixiatiandeshangwu,zaiquneiliangkeshizishuxiazuoyihui,congneilikankanshijie,kankanyangguangdenuodong,ranerneiweizhiyishibierenjiadeyangquanle。

竞博体育xianzaiwobajiadehanyidingdegengxule,woshuo,youfumudedifangjiushijia。yinweiwulunwoshenzaihechu,doujuedezijishiyigepiaoboderen。

danzaiguduzhongnenggouhuainianneigeyuanluo,shixingfude。neishiwoshengmingdegen,wulunwoshenzaihechu,genshizhongdouzaineili,wojiubushiyipianwugendeluoye,ershiyikewangshengdeshengming。

woshuoguo,woshiyikecao,suoyiwodegenyepangdabule,tazhizaineigeqinghuibiaozhuandeyuanluojiquyingyang。raner,neigeyuanluobushihehuabeipingyuandedadixiangliandema,neibainiandefengbushiriyechuifuzhetama,wodefubei、qinrenduoshaogushibushinianfuyinianziyangzhetama?

竞博体育ganxieshangdijilewoyigewuyouwulvdetongnian,gengganxiejilewotongnianyigeqinghuibiaozhuandeyuanluo。yinci,wokeyixiangxin,woshiyigexingfuderen。




作者简介

liusha 1985nianchusheng。hebeishengzuojiaxiehuihuiyuan,zhongguoshigexuehuihuiyuan。shigezai《shikan》《xingxing》《shitansuo》《shixuankan》《shigeyuekan》《lvfeng》《yangzijiangshikan》《qingchun》《caoyuan》dengkanwufabiao。2013nianchubanshiji《zhangcaodeshiguang》。sanwenzai《wenyibao》《beijingwenxue》《tianjinwenxue》《dihuo》《suiyue》《shamenwenxue》《hebeizuojia》dengkanwufabiao。


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