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命运从未亏欠过你的努力

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14nianwokaoyanshibai,tongxuelgaosuwo“xuanzebinuligengzhongyao”。tadehuarangwokaishihuaiyiqiguowangderensheng。wozheiyangzuodaodiduibudui。jiujingshiwodenulihaishitadexuanzegengzhengque。


竞博体育neishiltongguogongkaochenggongjinrutizhi,chengweiyimingyinxingzhiyuan。tayongyoubierenxianmudetimiangongzuoheyibiwendingdegongzi。erkaoyanshibaidewo,zaineigebiyedeshujiachenggongshiyele。


走在大街上,我仿佛一条无家可归的流浪猫,我不知道该去哪里,该做什么。那时候,除了自身给的压力,还要面对家里对我工作的催促。但是,我心里还存有一份对现实的不甘。我认为命运亏欠了我的努力。


chushennongcundewoyizhiyougemingxiaomeng。gaokaoshilijinruyisuoerbenyuanxiao,gangjinrudaxuejiuyizhizaiweiyuanmingxiaomengdekaoyanerzhunbei。kexianshiquebujinrenyi,woshibaile,xiangtiaosangjiaquan。fenshuxianchulaideneitian,wozaibeiziliwoleyitian,sheiyebuxiangjian。


kerizizongyaoguoxiaqude。woyingzhetoupisicheng,jieshuleneigeduanzandebiyeji。biyehou,wohuidaojialidaileyigelibai。pengyouyweixinshuoshamengongzuohaozhao,yaowoguoqushishijihui。yushi,wodangtianmaipiaoguoqule。


02.


kezaishamenneizuopizhewenyiyangpidechengshilidoudouzhuanzhuan,gongzuoqueyizhimeizheluo。yigelibaixiaqu,wotouleshangbaijiagongsi,jianlifangfoshiniuruhaihaowuyinxun。hrfangfokailejitihuiyi,wobeitongyidijujuele。


youyici,wodadianhuadaoyijiawoxiangyaoqudegongsi,wentamenzhaobuzhaoren。kaishiliaodehaohaode,keyitingwomeiyouxiangmujingyan,limagualedianhua。


竞博体育jibianxiangdanggeshixisheng,bierendouxianniaishouaijiao。


竞博体育pengyouyquanwobietouyuitleixiangguandezhiwei。neixiegongsidouxihuanzhaoyingjiesheng,bijingfudegongziyaoshaohenduo。kewoyoubuganxin,jianchiyijiayijiagongsiditousongjianli。


gongfubufuyouxinren,dierzhou,woshoudaoyijiaitgongsidemianshitongzhi。


woqidoubazhuanlaidaoshamenruanjianyuan。yufuzerendianlianhouzailouxiaxiangyu,xianghuhanxuanleyixiaohui,shuangfangganjuelianghao。neishihou,woyouzhongbeiluyongdecuojue。gongsizaiwulou,tianwanxiangguanbiaoge,talingzhewodaochucanguan。


mianshideshihou,youlailejigeren。dangshiwoyoudianzhuizhui,congweijianguozheimedadezhenzhang。woyouxieqieruodidiguojianli,shangmianbingweijieshaoxiangguanxiangmudejingyan。


neishihou,woyehouhuiguo,ruguobushikaoyan,cuoguoleshixijihui,xianzaiyebuzhiyuzheiyangluopo。


开始的面试很顺利,技术面试官问了些SQL数据库和.NET方面的知识,我还能应答自如。技术面试官点了点头,我心底下认为这工作成了。可之后,一个女面试官突然问我是不是独生子女。我对这本不相关的问题杀得措手不及。迟疑了小会,点头承认了。


neiweinvmianshiguanchenmodikanlewoxiaohui,xilididuiwoshuo:“nimendekecheng,dasanjiuyinggaijieshule,weihenixianzaicaizhaogongzuo。”wobenxiangbawokaoyandeshiqingjiaodaiqingchu,keyixiangdaopengyouyqiandingwanzhugaosuwo,youdegongsibutaixihuankaoguoyande。yushi,wojieshishuo,dangshibiyelvxingqule。


mianshiwanhouzhiqianneigefuzerensongwozhidianti,ranhouwenwo:“nikeyizhangqichuchame。”woshuomeiwenti。talimaoxingdijiangwosongdaodiantikou,ranhouduiwoshuo:“luyongyufouxiawuhuifaemailjini。”


zaihuiqudecheshang,wobumingbaineiweinvmianshiguandeqiguaiwenti。dangshiyemeiduoxiang,buguanluyongyufou,dengzheyoujianjiuxing。yigexiawuguoqule,shoujiquegenbenmeixianshiyoujianxinxi。


neijiagongsiqueshitingbucuode,kerenjiagenbenkanbushangwo。


03.


竞博体育wozaipengyouyjiayoujileliangtian,pengyouhweixinwenwoerzhanme。woxianglexiang,haishifangqiba。keyiwanshangzhanzhuanfance,woxiangqileneiduanzhengtiandaizaitushuguandejiankusuiyue,xiangqikanshudezhanyoumen,turanyouzhongxiangkudechongdong。


cengjingyouhaojici,woxiangfageduanxinwenhoutamenyixia,danwoquechichiweianxiajian。wohaipatamenwenqiwoxianzaideshenghuo。wobuxiangrangtamenzhidao,woxianzaiguodeneimecan。


neiwanshang,woshimianle。woxiangqilel,taduiwoshuode“xuanzebinuligengzhongyao”。woxinliyizhipaichita。fangfoduqidehaizi,wojitafaleyitiaoduanxin。duanxinshangxiezhe“nulibixuanzegengzhongyao”。


pengyoulmeiyouhuifuwo。wobuzhidaoneishihou,tadexinqingruhe,shifouzhenderenweiwoyijingwukejiuyaole,juedingyuwojuejiao。suihou,wohuifupengyouh,wohuilaierzhan。


竞博体育diertian,woshoushihaoxingli,genpengyouydaoxiegaobie。wozuozaiqianwanghuochezhandebrtshang,xiangzheigebenyinggailangmandechengshishuoleshengzaijian。


竞博体育wojixuzoushangleneitiaoyijingshibaiguodedaolu。wozaiyitiaoxiezhe“cilubutong”delushangjianniqianxing。wozhidaowoyouzaishibaidekeneng,danwobingbuhaipa。neiyinian,wozhuzaiyijianbuzushipingfangdaxiaodefangjianli,kaishilewei985yuanxiaodeerzhan。


竞博体育wobuzhidaozaizheigeshidai,mengxianghaizhibuzhiqian。henduorenshuo,mengxiangshiyijianshechipin。tamengengyuanyiweimaichemaifangdaikuan,quejujueweimengxiangfuzhang。


竞博体育zaineijiangjinsigebanyuedeshijianli,woxiguanleyigerenzaochuwangui,xiguanleyigerenzaibierendexuexiaolicongmangerguo,xiguanleneiyizhangzhangmoshengdelian,xiguanleweilejieshengyikuaiqianchefeierpaobuqushudianderizi。


wohenxianmuneixiekanshangqubuzenmenuliderenqingeryijudichenggongle,yexianmuneixiejingguoyifancheguhanyingdemeihuapubixiangderen,erwoshineizhongkanshangquhennuli,quezenmeyechenggongbuledeloser。


竞博体育neiniandaozuihou,wohaishishule。jinguanwokeyijiangshibaituizejixietizhe,daozhilinshihuanyongbeiyongjuan,kaoleyifenchaonandeshuyiti。danshibaijiushishibaile,meiyouneimeduojiekou。


woyoushule。


zaizheigekanzhongjieguodeshehui,meirenhuizaiyinicengfuchudenuli。


henduoshihou,wohuixiang,985yuanxiaoduiwomenzheileikanshangquhennuli,queyizhishibaiderenlaishuozhendejiushiyigemengxiangme。erzhanpengyouhshuo,tayexiangdumingxiao,kexianyoudechengjidiaojibudaohaoxuexiao。zuizhong,tadasuanjixulaiyichang。


qinqiquanwoanfendian,kaogetizhijiuhaole,bieneimepin,nijiushineigeming。dangchuquanwozhongshixuanzedeldezhiwozaicishili,yequanwoshuo:“nikanwo,zaiyinxinggongzuoduohao,daiyugao,yemeitaidadeyali,nihaishianfendianba。”

 

04.


zaijiaguoniandeneijitian,weilebikaishuren,woxuanzewozaijiali,huozhequshudiankanshu。chuwuneitian,zhinvchaozhenaozheyaokan《meirenyu》,wojieshishuolimianmeiyouzhouxingchi。tashuohaibaoshangxiezhezhouxingchi,neilimianjiuyouzhouxingchi。woaobuguota,daizhetalaidaodianyingyuan。wokandaobowuguanlineitiaoxianyu,turanxiangshabiyiyangkuleqilai。


竞博体育woganjuewokuaibianchenglexianyu,xiangxianyuneiyang,zaibujinrenqingdechengshilisuibozhuliu。woxiangqiwodeguoqu,qizaotanhei,neimenuli。kezuihouyiwusuoyou,chengweibierendefudan。lianwozijidoubufangguoxiaohuazijidejihui。


nichenggongdigandongleziji,quechenglebierendexiaohua。


zaishamengongzuodepengyouydezhiwozaicishibaihou,weixinanweiwoshuo:“nihuoxurenweimingyunkuiqianlenidenuli,danniquejinglilechangrenweichengshouguodegudu。nishuleyichangkaoshi,queyingdeleneixindeduding。nibixiangxiangdeyaogengjianqiang,binixiangxiangdeyaogengyouzunyan。buguanzenmezou,woyiranshinijianqiangdehoudun。”


zaineigeyeli,wowenguoziji,xiangwomenzheizhongzaidicengzhengzhadexiaorenwudaodixubuxuyaomengxiang。womenbeiweidizhanzaigaolouzhixia,mayiyiyangyangwangchengshiloulinzhijianxiazhaidetiankong,gaiwangnalizou。nandaozheibeizijiuzheiyangme,xiangtiaoxianyuyiyangme。


woxiangqiydeanwei,tashuodebuwudaoli。mingyuncongweikuiqianguonidenuli,tazongshiyilingyizhongfangshibuchangni。zhiyaoniyizhineimenuli,zhongyouyitian,nisuoxiwangdeshenghuojianghuilailin。


竞博体育dangwozaicinashangjianli,chuansuoyuchengshidegegejiaoluo,xiangqixingyecengjingshuoguodehua:“zuorenruguomeiyoumengxiang,genxianyuyoushenmefenbie?”


竞博体育zheiyeshiwoduishenghuodehuida。

 

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